I try to be brave But for some reason loneliness Crawls up on my inside It is as if I’ve let go of something But yet I hold on Holding on to the thoughts of what used to be Thoughts of happiness Laughter And passion Thoughts that feels my inside with warmth For some strange reason my heart yearns for it again Yet cries for freedom Freedom from pain Tears Heartaches Headaches And the uncertainty that comes along with love Even as I write I can’t lie to myself for I still do LOVE YOU. I now look up to the heavens and question Why did I fall in love? Why so deep? Deep within the sea upon the oceans floor Though I am safely on shore I still miss the stifling sea For at least then I was not lonely And struggling to reach the surface Kept me active I’ve kept strong for some time now Probably on the outside But deep within, my heart Is fighting to keep together Refuses to fall apart again I’ve deceived myself By trying to assure me of a love that will never be The harsh reality puts everything to question Was there really a you and me? Or me and me and my idealist imagination?
Yet still I do hope to fall in love again, and better yet truly feel what its like to be LOVED.
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