& I`ve been 2 HELL & BACK I spill shit - trip -&& embarass myself i can`t just flutter my eyes & get that boy.My life is messed up,I`ve been trough more shit than u see on tv. nobody`s perfect.I`ve been lied to,cheated on & had my heart stolen.i`ve fucked up,fucked people up && been fucked up.but,every hit was worth it because I felt it.I knew it was real.life`s real && I`m living it wrong everyday.I`m fucking up royally && doing everything opposite..but do I regret one thing? never.because at one point what I did was what I wanted && I got my fucking SATISFACTION ***  my life is mine && no stupid BiTcHeS or ImMaTuRe BOYS can fuck it up for me anymore.I`m the real deal & I`d love 2 see U TrY aNd FuCkIng BrEaK mE.