Hey,
Just writing to keep ya’ll updated… my last journal was a dedication to my friends and so this time im going to talk about my life after high school. More like how my summer vacation went.. So sit back and relax and enjoy the reading…haha….

On August 15, 2006 I decided to go on a vacation on my own. First time in my life that I will be traveling by myself. I’m not going to lie, but I was nervous and scared, knowing that I’ll be stopping at different places to get to my destination. My first stopped was Tokyo, Japan. Man I swear the airport was so big I didn’t know where to go. Luckily, some locals were also flying to the same place which is to Honolulu, Hawaii. They were being so generous helping me find my gate number. Thanks to them, I made it to the plane on time but it so happened that my flight was delayed. But its ok, I made it to Hawaii safely and it felt so good to be there. Of course, me and my baby (Ben Jones Jr.) finally reunited. I swear, 1 month not seeing him felt like forever and I was so happy to be back in his arms. Waking up next to him, seeing him everyday and night, going out with him, eating, etc. is priceless. Like they say, Hawaii is paradise so I’ll tell you, that explains everything because I did enjoy my stay with my baby. And first time in my life I would do this for a guy. But who said he’s just a guy? Hell no, he is the man of my dreams, my baby, my love, the man that always makes me so happy, my future husband, the man that I will always love forever. I LOVE U BABY! On September 1, 2006 I was miserable. Of course, I still had other places to go and I didn’t want to leave my baby. I had no choice but to say see you later to him. I miss him so much.

September 2, 2006 I arrived at Portland, Oregon airport. My mother and my sister in-law was waiting for me. I’m not going to lie but I swear I thought I would get lost coz come one, it’s the states so of course the airport is big. Its so funny because I know my way around the airport but Hawaii I didn’t. lol.. Well my brother stayed at Gresham so we to his apartment. Not to mention we were rushing because we had to road trip to Seattle, Washington for my brothers labor day softball tournament. I swear all the locals were there to watch the men play ball. It was like we were in saipan. Locals from Seattle, Las Vegas, San Diego, Salem and Portland Oregon, all reunited. Even some from the cnmi team came down to play. It feel good because I came across old friends. 3 days in Washington was hella a blast. I had so much fun. Of course I went back to Oregon and spent some time with my brother len wayne. It has been 2 years since I last saw him and it felt so good to reunite and catch up. My mother, me and my older brother Audie were the only ones that visited him. It was just my two sisters who couldn’t come, but still it was alright, wished though all my siblings were there. But I know one day we will all be together. Shopping was the fun part.. lol…

September 8, 2006 I left Oregon because I wanted to go back to saipan and prepare to go to Japan. I was suppose to leave Oregon on the 15 but by the time I arrive in saipan it’s the 17 and that’s the day I will be leaving to Japan for school. Crazy huh? So I went back to Saipan on the 10th, relaxed and spotted with my sisters and friends. I swear I think it wasn’t right for me to go to Japan because I was feeling sick 2 days before I left. But I still ended going. I stayed at Gifu, Japan in a dorm at Shogen Jr. College. I really thought I will enjoy it and do good in school. But I’m telling you, it was the opposite. To make it short, they didn’t speak English, the school consisted of 30 men and 1 lady, including me is 2. I felt lonely not to mention hatred for everyone there. It’s not me to feel that way, but the way they were treating me was like I didn’t exist. There are times where they try and talk to me and stuff but when it came to going out they didn’t know me. But who cares, I didn’t care at all. Yea, they were nice but sometimes I guess they have their mood swings. Everybody does but I just didn’t like that place at all. It was a Buddhist College, and me do that, no way… What the people said in Saipan was totally the opposite. I went to Japan because they offered a 2 year full scholarship just to learn Japanese language and culture. They said that I don’t need to speak/understand Japanese, but to me you need that. So it didn’t work out for me. I stayed there for three weeks then on October 8, 2006 I went back to Saipan. They were begging me to stay but I told them I’m not going to change my mind. So yea, I left..

So here I am, I’m happy to be back home. Just angry at myself because I wasted a semester in college. But hey, I’m not perfect at least I learned something. I’m only human so don’t hate me.. Haha… So right now I went back to my Polynesian dance group. Just working my ass off until I leave on January 2007 to Hawaii with my baby. Yay! I can’t wait for that. I’m really excited. I also can’t wait to see my baby on the 17th of December.. One more month and I’ll be back in his arms again…

So that’s it folks.. lol… thanks for reading, u were really bored huh? Well its my journal so I thought this will be interesting for me to write since I know I will be reading it later on the future. So don’t blame me if it was nonsense, nobody told u to read it anyways..lol…. ai adai, nothing u should know on how I feel about this journal... .so yea..esta laters….